The Death of True Spirit

sometimeslt:

thedeathoftruespirit:

Summer’s been over for about 3 months now, and I’m still not used to going to school. I never feel like I have enough time for myself, I don’t do anything on weekdays because I know I have homework to do and I have to go to bed by 10:30 or I’ll hate myself in the morning. I get up too early and go through the routines of school, which I spend most of my time bored or reading.

I come home and I’m too tired to do anything other than watch tv, play video games, or go on the internet. I never want to go ride my bike, go on adventures, hang out with people, work out, read, or anything that requires physical or mental energy because I just spent eight hours on the most inane treadmill constructed by man.

When the weekends come, I find myself panicking to make time for hanging out with people, realizing I have to hang out with a dozen different people in space of two days and never having time to make it work (especially with me trying to catch up on sleep), and just postponing hanging out with the remainder of people to the next weekend, where I go through the same routine again.

I’m getting agitated and stressed more often than ever, when I used to never get like this, because I’m constantly worrying about getting my newspaper interviews done, my photography project finished, my math grade up to a tolerable level, on top of me being exhausted, wanting to watch a movie, having to cook my dinner (which I used to love, but more often lately feel like its a chore on the weekdays.).

And on top of this, I’m going to need a job soon, which will probably take up even more of my free time and make me more miserable.

I miss summer.

Take less classes? I would have died the last couple years of school if I didn’t have first period off. Also, you don’t HAVE to hang out with “dozens of people”. Why not just see a couple people you really like instead of stressing yourself out about “all of the hangouts” you have to have? You’ll have plenty of time to be Mr. Popular when school’s not kicking your ass.

I can’t take less classes until my senior year.

And I really like all of these people, its not an obligation, I actually want to see all these people.

November 22, 2009, 2:17pm

Summer’s been over for about 3 months now, and I’m still not used to going to school. I never feel like I have enough time for myself, I don’t do anything on weekdays because I know I have homework to do and I have to go to bed by 10:30 or I’ll hate myself in the morning. I get up too early and go through the routines of school, which I spend most of my time bored or reading.

I come home and I’m too tired to do anything other than watch tv, play video games, or go on the internet. I never want to go ride my bike, go on adventures, hang out with people, work out, read, or anything that requires physical or mental energy because I just spent eight hours on the most inane treadmill constructed by man.

When the weekends come, I find myself panicking to make time for hanging out with people, realizing I have to hang out with a dozen different people in space of two days and never having time to make it work (especially with me trying to catch up on sleep), and just postponing hanging out with the remainder of people to the next weekend, where I go through the same routine again.

I’m getting agitated and stressed more often than ever, when I used to never get like this, because I’m constantly worrying about getting my newspaper interviews done, my photography project finished, my math grade up to a tolerable level, on top of me being exhausted, wanting to watch a movie, having to cook my dinner (which I used to love, but more often lately feel like its a chore on the weekdays.).

And on top of this, I’m going to need a job soon, which will probably take up even more of my free time and make me more miserable.

I miss summer.

November 22, 2009, 2:02pm

kinochestvo:

thedeathoftruespirit:

kinochestvo:

You just thought about Civ 4/ HOPLITE MILITIA in Rome: Total War.

HOPLITE MILITIA! HOPLITE MILTIA! HOPLITE MILITA!

I always sent those fucks to their doom immediately, because of that.

Fucking worthless, except to plug holes in city walls.  And, to decorate the battlefield with dead bodies.

Best thing about that game, if you knew how to play, you could fight off an army of 1500 people with 200 if you were defending a city.

November 22, 2009, 1:51pm

huskerdont:

yeahiwasintheshit:

NO! NO! Its the voices again!

loveofthepenis:aussieboyblog:(via mickeyferguson)

I wanna hang out with this guy.

November 22, 2009, 1:49pm

veganstraightedgefuckyou:

katrinagallegos:

veganstraightedgefuckyou:

hmmmm… Later tonight? Or another day.. I’m still not sure. Modern warfare 2 sounds good.

this looks really interesting.

it’s on my xbox right now… But I promised tom I wouldn’t watch it without him.. Movie party?

This is on my netflix right now too! I’ve been wanting to watch it for a while.

November 22, 2009, 1:46pm

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adamquinn:

Propagandhi -  America’s Army™ (Die Jugend Marschiert)

Welcome to the offices of Economic and Manpower Analyses here at our historic and sprawling West Point Academy campus! My name is Mindy! It is my distinct pleasure to introduce you to a loving father of three (and a champion of the sanctioned use of armed force in pursuit of policy objectives). Ladies and gentlemen, put your hands together for the project director of our newest recruitment strategy; our mission to staff future combat systems through current technologies. Without any further ado, I give to you Colonel Casey Wardynski!

(warm applause)

Thank you! Let me begin with some sentimental appeals to our national myths; assorted clichés coined by the state; the ideological shorthand meant to sweep your private doubts [away] of this virtual training course. This portal; this Trojan Horse that you living idiots paid for and actually rolled into your own kids’ rooms.

(stunned silence)

Oops, did I just say that out loud? Oh, well, it’s not like it’s something new. It’s just the logical extension of the decades of bilge water that you’ve let us pump into your homes. The pink noise that hums away in the background while you run the gauntlet we force on you everyday. The billowing candy floss that helps to soften the blow. Deep down you’ve always known that your children already belong to us, so why don’t you cut the outraged parent routine, shut your mouth and get back in your seat. Your children already belong to us. What are you? You will pass on. And they won’t know a fucking thing but this ‘community,’ this real life Ender’s Game. Forget what you think you know.

November 22, 2009, 1:44pm

firstlunchthenwar:

bradicalmang:

adamquinn:jimmywhacked:machida: After man…

November 22, 2009, 1:40pm

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November 22, 2009, 12:49am

adamquinn:

geekwithswag:

I don’t understand this remake. It’s nothing like the original.

best twilight related post ever

in fact, the only bearable twilight post thus far

The first Moon only came out like a year ago anyway.

November 22, 2009, 12:44am

clintisiceman:

Shadow of the Colossus cat tries taking down pig cop.

If you like cats and like seeing police get annoyed, this video is for you.

ACAD

ALL COPS ARE DOG LOVERS

November 22, 2009, 12:43am